((happy birthday...to...you))

i can't get sleep last night

keep thinking what i should do during the day of your birth

it sucha shame that...all i can actually do's noting but thinking

as a people like you'd enlighten me

that over 20 years before i get know you

how useless of my breath was

don't you know you make my life worth like it never

though...we will never our day together

but i still thank god every single minute that i'm loving gracefully

i do treasure the time that i take my breath in and out

from last 4 year....even now

the whole of my heart's your belonging alway

and every 3rd of Feb's a day...that i will spend more time to pray for you

"happy birthday...to...you"

[DUC - carry over] 4th week of Jan 2011

((sigh!!))

i aint got time again...and i didn't take any snap before i went out

i got only this one for the whole past week

i wondered if my oversea fds can tell that i'd gain weight a lot

i also don't wanna believe what happen with me through this week

i finished the whole family combo set of KFC last day

i really scared as i will be definitely hunted by the butcher in very soon

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if anyone in the department of livestock step by here, plz let me go
for gosh's sake, i still have a lot of thing to do...really!!
T  T

((i tried so hard to recall my anatomy lesson...to keep my body's posing like it was the same))
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i beg myself to buy a new pair of sneaker instead of high heels this week

it's time to move my ass now

((outfit's details))

top: n/a(someone in this planet gave me)

bottom: platinum fashion mall

bag: giggle villa-th

shoes: nine west-us

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i told myself to throw this pair for a thousand time

as it look awful likes i took out from the 2nd world war museum

but i still can't find anything to replace 'em yet

why it so hard to get this kind of shoes??

why don't someone just copy it right away??

why?? why?? why??

i need smth like this urgently...k??

for the bag, i hate it!!

i've just found how terrible the twisted-closure is

it's keep nagging me all day long...really troublesome

i have to go for now...wah -  -"

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good night dear sis(s)

(*sidewalk @siam paragon)

[DUC - of 24-25/1/2011] missing u is my responsibility



i wondered why i always have problem with my hands

they're keep shaking like parkinsonism...not matter how much i force

i don't wanna blame my stupid phone as it'd already work as much as it could be

the thing's...my heart wasn't far from them

((yuck...what a drama queen -  -"))

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there's someone said....wearing a solid item can make a better communication

((say who...say me))

so, this week i decided to pick an item of plain color with kinda printed

i went out to see the blue sky...and wish it could help me to blow away my thought

"i miss you"

top: no name, siam

bottom: 2nd hand (the frill's removable...it's cool huh)

bag&shoes: 2nd hand

don't you like this pair of buckle peep toes...it looks semi-formal, isn't it

can you believe that it costs me 170 thb only

unbelievable that it fit with me perfectly...how lucky i am!!

this chain tote also a 2nd hand item....but it still look nice like a newbie

i can't recall when i brought it exactly

i like how its simply and classic...though i don't like croc pattern much

and it's my latest outfit

i like pussy bow blouson deepppp muchhhh

as it make me look utterly feminine

i believe not matter how tough women are...they always wanna look delicate for someone

>__<

top: no name, nearby my office

bottom: n/a

bag: 2nd hand, samantha thavasa-jp

shoes: n/a

i wanna try mis-matching my bag and shoes somehow

but whenever i tried...i have to change my mind finally everytimes

cause i can't give any good answer to myself yet

why i have to make fun with my looking while i have a thousand of stuff in my room

but i still wanna do that....am i weird??

i think....i have to change my thought one day

it needn't to be perfect match all the way...is that realistic??

as long as my real life never perfect as i expected

it's not so bad to be against the boring roles

oh...i have just notice...this bag's surface also in croc texture

i typed that i don't like croc, did i?? why so many croc in my closet -  -"

*family of penfolds @ loop

[DUC - carry over] 3rd week of Jan 2011

aloha~~

wah...it seems so busy this week

and next week either

while my fds gonna come to enjoy their long vacation in thailand

and i have to be a good host(again!!)

i'd plan to fly to s'pore this CNY vacation too

nonono...don't think that i got bf in s'pore(and i think i wont into someone forever LOL)

i can't make myself believe that i miss s'pore!!

the country that i have been swear to gosh that i will never go back

it's damn boring country

but now....i can't deny anymore....damn it!!

anyway, i finally change my mind

i have my own reason...but i don't know how to decribe

(honestly, it's not money problem LOL)

at this moment

i wanna go to hong kong badly

but it's not because i fond of anything about this island

i'm just wanna say a phrase...take a glance

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((is there only air in your head, chanchan))


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i know that it's not enough to be a reason...but i can't give any wise answer anyhow

my life's empty since i know what love is when it'd already gone

i went to close the deal with my supplier

the staffs gave many compliments that day...make me in red!!

i'm just wannna be a "city nymph" for a day

i like this boots so much(i like all of them actually LOL)

the 10cm platforms make me look like the others physically

and i went to king power duty free on last thursday

for both working and shopping

i spent 2 big notes just for thai snack for my oversea fds

it's sad that i can't buy anything but snack

i know that all of my fds won't mind....it's yummy!!

i rarely pick shorts for weekday especially working day

but this short made of tweed...which bring a formal look within its fabric

i hate the rough texture that irritated my skin...but compare how gorgeous it is

i told myself...that's fine!!

it's my mom's backpack...i don't know where she gets it

and i can't imagine how it look when it combines with my mom's outfit

never knows she like preppy style before

i always got a pair of black flats in my collection

it worth every single cent

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here it is...the latest outfit

today i went to "loop" at patumwan princess hotel

as my mom said she flavors italian food today

noone can resist her

(i also like "kong-ju" at the same place...i plan to go there next week with my fds too)

i had a plate of fusilli carbonara as usual

so far so good

i didn't take a snap before i went out

i picked this dress one more time as i tried to avoid "red" item just for this sunday

can you notice anything in this below pix??

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26 years pass by....and i have just learn to draw my eye brows like a human

yeahyeah...i sucks at make up for real!! i think i can blend eyeshadow when i get retire

not matter what...please give a big hand for chanchan!!

((applause))

i have to move my ass for now

have a good good night

oopz!!

i forgot a few pix

i'll add more detail tmr....k??



[DUC - of 14,17/1/2011] OMG!! P'Kay and P'Ann were here!!

honestly,i still don't know how to work with this site

i mean i'm quite a slow-learner...i really don't know how to add the others

but i saw my 1st mystery follower

and wondered how to access her blog

but i cant!! silly me!!

who can believe that it was her, P'Kay

where'd you go?? i miss you much!!

(for P'Ann, i never miss you!! cause you always in my mind >  <)

P'Kay ka,please forgive my dumbness

i promise myself to learn more about blogspot this coming weekend

yesterday, i went to hospital....yes,i terribly gotta pain in my head

my body aint far from a piece of T-bone steak now

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14/1/2011

did i mention about dress by day-color before??

just so you know, thais love to wear depends on the day

it's non-sense, isn't it

i never care abt til i came back to work in thailand

i think it's useful if you aint got anything in your mind in the morning

i worn this dress severals time, as i love how its comfort

one thing that i never mention about this dress before

i brought it cause it look alike "his" favorite shirt

i have been thought i will wear it when we are on dating

it must make us look "perfect match"

(chase my tear!! LOL)

one piece: no name, klong san mkt

inner: n/a

belt: my mom's stuff

bag: no name, ramkumheng mkt, 199thb

flats: lacoste-fr

i need to go to visit a number of shop at certain area lately

as i need to start to learn a lot of thing about "visual merchandising"

sounds good?? but it's not fun at all

17/1/2011

today i need to wrap up the limited collection's order from UK

it means that i have to finish my documents within 12:00

that's why i didn't change my bag...too lazy to handle my stupid stuffs

top: n/a

bottom: no name, nearby my office

oxfords: no name, siam

before, i'm going crazy(cause of my sickness)

thank you a million for my dearie sis(es)

i'm soooooooo glad to see you both here, indeed

i will take a good care of myself....i won't let you worry about me(don't lie me,ofcourse you do!! 55)

bkk weather's so fructuated crazily

i don't know abt UK nor Malay...but i wish you both doing fine right there

gosh bless my sis(es)

"fun-d na ka, P'Saow"

(*siam center)

(**it made by a million of straws!!)

(i forgot to say a thing na ka
the hidden reason that i moved to update to blogspot cause i wanna practice my english
i almost cannot type english properly
i wish you both would help me...if i don't ask too much...please help me to fix it
any incorrct typing, please enlighten me right away...i would be so happy to learn)